problem is alot of it aint getting finished
been writing music for a game so iv been influenced a bit with some torn events
i hope 2 upload some soon


Cupid never found his markCupid never found his markCupid never found his mark
A single shot is all I need One single shot to make me bleed A bloody arrow to make me feel Only then will life be real
Forever waiting, anticipating For the time when I stop hating And learn what Ive heard so much about The wondrous joys of love
Cupid never found his mark Where I stood it was too dark Slowly ripping me apart Shoot me in my fucken heart
Phillion


PoisonPoisonPoison
A rift was torn within my world A stake locked me out of place A sign I need to turn away A reason to forget your face
My wasted sacrifices
Were all in vain Youre innocence
Couldnt understand my pain
You poisoned me with your mind I took your hand and followed blind Then without cause or reason You decided to choose treason
Did you even realise It wasnt the cold that I felt? You looked me in the eye And still never figured out
Ill forget your face And all our memories I


Live AwayLive AwayLive Away
Carrying on Day by day Living each day The same way
The endless cycle Of worn out faces Break down all these tattered places
So take me away
From this harsh reality Take me away To our fantasy Where a fire burns Thatll never die And forever shall Keep us alive
x
Phillion


I FailedDon't stare at me with those calm eyes. Don't hug me like nothing's wrong. Tell me you hate me. Turn everything against me.I Failed
Tell me I'm worthless, Just a fucking piece of a shit. Tell me I'll never get happiness, No matter how much I bitch.
Don't just sit there. Don't... hold me closer... Don't wipe away my tears... Don't make me feel better.
I want to suffer. For everything I've done, For things I could have done, For never knowing anything.
I want to be yelled at. For making all these mistakes, For not open


A Failed AttemptA Failed AttemptA Failed Attempt
I had been discharged from the hospital, today my attempt at suicide hadn't gone according to plan, and the imagined consequences were slowly forming into reality. Who ever said paranoia couldn't just be high levels of intuition and anticipation? Either way, my mother and father had both witnessed the scar tissue across my arms, legs, and several other parts of my body. They had seen my half-dying state, as I lay in bed, unknowingly recovering from the overdose on a combination of migraine pills, anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills. I had to give it to them the fact that they hadn't strangled me


SuicideI'm sorry i've got to do this I can't take anymmore. I loved you, and always will, please don't forget me, cos i'll never forget you. I hope to see you later on when your time to pass has come. thankyou for helping me I'm sorry it didnt work out better, you all tried your best please dont blame your selves. thats not what I want, I want you all to be happy, go on with your lives. do it for me cos I couldnt do it, not even for myself. I tried my best to be happy and free but at the end of the day, thats just not me.Suicide
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{Disjointed Third Eye}
Awesome Photograph! (soul reaver)
and awesome writing
Love to see more!
and thanks for the watch
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New-ZA
hows ur work coming along??
any new ideas ur having?
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Love is fucked, it's just a word
Only spoken to be heard
A little game we like to play
That leave our scars to decay
Some people can be so lazy sometimes
(Guilty lol)
I have tons of ideas just no time to do any of them lol
Ah well…
But I'm trying to get things organized and hopefully get started again
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New-ZA
Thought I'll drop in
How's it going?
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New-ZA
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